Finding The Writer Wi-Twin

Actually I don't know what to write about so just brief summary. I couldn't sleep, now I can't eat anything at all. Just because when I eat something after half an hour my stomach wants to throw it up. My mom told me that it is some kind of stomach swivet caused by anxiety and stress. I really don't feel very well these days :(

Anžik is going to France tomorrow, I guess to arrange more details about our trip. We had to wrote list of things we would like to do/have in Lyon. First two places had been occupied by washing machine + iron and access to the Internet! We also could choose what lessons we would like to go to. In french of course! We are hoping for french literature, geography, psychology, social sciences and english as well. We also want to make trips around and to do some sport activities. I think we are not too much demanding :D Still, if I had a chance to go somewhere for whole summer I would definitely go anywhere right now! I can't stand it at home anymore...

I've started to read new book! It's called Writers INC and believe it or not it's in ENGLISH! My dad gave me it because we had been earlier talking about writing in english and some more stuff around. It's reference book for students, professional people and anyone else who is interested in writing and learning. Even though it is quite "old" (from 1992) there are many instructions how to write different styles of written documents, books, poems, journals, essays etc. Jeff, I think you would find this book quite useful and interesting ;)

That's all for now. I think I forgot to write something, though...nevermind

Till next post :)

P.S: I have found my TWIN! It's nobody else but Misha! After reading her last post today I figured out that she is exactly the same english lover like me! She also dealing with same "problems" with speaking in english. We have exactly the same learning methods - watching movies, learning vocabulary by translating songs we like. We've been also learning english for more or less the same time! And none of both of us has spent any time learning english at home! Is it a gift from above?! If yes, thanks for it! UNBELIEVABLE!!!

Keep On Smiling!

Yes! My 10th post. It wants something special, right? So here you are, one photo of me just to make you smile:

btw: It is quite "old" photo from the beginning of year 2006 ;)

List of My Favourite Characters

1. Neo (Matrix)
- he shows awesome way how to kick someone's ass (not even Agents')
2. Edward (Edward Scissorhands)
- pure, naive and sensitive soul in people's territory
3. Michelangelo (Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles)
- he loves pizza, he is party guy and he LOVES pizza! <3
4. Amélie (Amélie)
- beautiful, naive and helpful girl
5. Forrest (Forrest Gump)
- ignorance and good heart are sometimes two best things you could have
6. Jack O'Neill (Stargate SG-1)
- the best quotes in any TV series ever!
7. McGyver (McGyver)
- I always wanted to be like him. Who else can make digger by using shovel and nails? ;)
8. Garfield (Garfield)
- he hates Mondays - I hate them too, he loves to sleep - I love it too!
9. Kat Stratford (10 things I hate about you)
- I like girls who have their own heads!
10. sniper/ptv. Daniel Jackson (Saving Private Ryan)
- I wish I could be so prudent and patient like him
11. Samantha Carter (Stargate SG-1)
- I always wanted to understand quantal physics and other "important" space stuff :D
12. Jack Sparrow (Pirates of the Carribean)
- Always drunk = always happy :D
13. Spiderman (cartoon Spiderman series)
- The best view on the world is from upside down or from skyscraper
15. Ace Ventura (Ace Ventura: Pet Detective)
- He LOVES pets :D
16. Stanley Ipkiss (The Mask)
- He doesn't have to be drunk or feel sick and he is having the green face :D btw: awwwwwsome face expressions!!!
17. Stifler (American Pie)
- no one ever really liked him and what? he doesn't mind, he will ruin your self-confidence anyway
18. Hawkey (M*A*S*H)
- Another amazing glossator and kindhearted doctor
19. Toadie (Gummibears)
- The biggest and sweetest dunce I've ever seen
20. Tom (Tom & Jerry)
- Tomcat with unbearable weakness for mice
21. Dory (Finding Nemo)
- The forgetful fish. How I love people/fish who are same like me...ehm...why I like them?
22. Donald Duck (Ducktales)
- When you are angry you can't speak using that squeaky voice in so funny way how he does it :)
23. Wolverine (X-Men)
- great tin opener, just pull out spurs Wolv, come on!
24. Samara (The Ring)
- I wonder how she does it that she doesn't have any wrinkles on her hands caused by soooo long time spent in water
25. Jekyll & Hyde (The League of Extraordinary Gentlemen)
- He is even bigger schizophrenic than me!

I think it could be all for now. I could make up some more characters because I am movie/serie maniac but not now :) Though, it was pretty fun to create this list. I think I will continue doing some more and more and more lists...

Let the force be with you (Oh! I forget about Han Solo and Chewbacca and R2D2 and 3PO. :( Too many characters I love...)

Till next post...

Boys could be so pathetic

This is not fair! If someone deleted your whole work - your personal blog, what would you do? Hm? Never speak to him again? Ignore him forever? Don't pick up the phone when he's calling you? Would you really do this? So why the hell it doesn't work?! I really tried to be patient but I can't do it anymore. It's just ruining my whole day!
-> Morning - apologetical sms
-> Evening - 3 to 5 messages describing how is this person dumb, stupid, simple, infantile etc. etc..
-> Night - again apologetical sms and some non-heard callings

Yup, I admit that I could look too much radical but imagine you in my position. You are working whole week on design, posts, links, adds and some more stuff so this work just became a part of your heart and then in one day your work is gone. Only for that reason that someone wanted to be funny and "tough". Oh, come on!! Why are boys so stupid that they think this is the right way to girl's heart? Maybe it impress some girls but NOT ME!

Another thing to be Monday as any normal Monday: I cant sleep! Again! Geez, I hate those situations when you are lying in the bed and wondering how the ceiling in your room is beautiful. I went to the bed at 8:30pm because I think that I was tired. Well, suddenly my dog started to bark, TV was yelling incredibly loud (I think it was some MTV gossip programme) and I wasn't able to sleep at all. Besides, I have many things on my mind these days:
1. this whole blog thing - I think I'm posting too much annoying posts
2. my final marks - I'm spoiling everything I can
3. my friends who are starting to change again (or I just grow up too fast?)
4. organizing party for my friend - this is the biggest problem!!
5. problems between my parents which are related to whole family :(
6. my brother who changed a lot, I really fear for him
7. my trip to Lyon - I know it's quite far though it mixes my feelings a lot
and some more things I don't want to speak about...

If this is typical life of young personality I rather be old!!

Un Sourire Aux Anges

Finaly at home! I can say today was a good day even though we had normal timetable and major part of the day is before me. To have a normal lessons with normal techers was little shock after week of superlearning and another week of "doing nothing". Though, it wasn't so bad. Btw: I'm wondering ands it's kind of mystery for me where our history teacher heard that we were talking about her? hm, Jeff, don't you know something about it?

Actually I'm in the best mood I have had so far. It is maybe because I DIDN'T SPOIL FRENCH!! hehe I'm king! :D No, I'm just kidding. It was really cool presentation. There were many people - from kvartas, kvintas, even from sextas, our headmaster, whole principalship, another french teacher with her boyfriend Pascal, even our two Canadians were there.

Nari with Tomáš, who took job of moderators were really good. Sometimes came quite funny situations because Tom doesn't understand french at all. Irma with Pavlína were first, they were talking about France generally and about castle Versailles. Then was time to introduce some French departments by girls from septima.

After that came our time. Even though we were a little improvising everything was great! Yeah, there were some moments when someone forgot for a while some part of his/her speech and it was a little bit akward. Though, people were laughing and they had sympathy with us all. In the end of whole presentation we were "singing" a song called "Champs Élysées" by Joe Dassin. Pretty song. Oh! I must not forget about incredibly sweet and funny dance of Anžik and Jeff. <3

I'm glad that everything was ok and people were actually enjoying it. I'm glad for Anžik too, because she is the best french teacher I have ever had and I could have. I guess, she really likes us because she is able to do everything for us. And our headmaster is, I think, happy too that he has her in his teaching staff.

I have 20 minutes to my first teaching experience so, please, fingers crossed for me!

Till next post...

It's The Fear

Just listening to Within Temptation. Pretty good gothic music. I mean it's not any hard gothic music like those guys dressed in black latex with murderous look in their eyes who rather like to scream than sing. I really hate those bands (if they can be denoted as any musical formation). I think main difference between these guys and bands like Within Temptation is that they have female vocalist. No matter if it is Sharon den Adel, Amy Lee from Evanescence or Tarja Turunen from The Nightwish. Their voice, female's voice, sounds pretty good in this style of music. You know, guitars, drums, kind of apocalyptics sounds with this smooth voice. Yeah, that's what I like about it. :)

Nothing strange, uncommon or interesting happened today. Just a normal Sunday when you don' know what to do at all. Major part of the day I spend practicing my french part for tomorrow. I hope I won't spoil it because when I must talk in front of many people I'm always nervous.

P.S: I gave up smoking! Well I have never really started but after Friday when my lungs kind of hurt and I had really heavy cough - I'm sure it is not from smoking - I really don't want to play any games with my health anymore. :X

More that I can handle...

Saturday night and I'm home. However it doesn't bother me much. I feel little bit sick - I have been having a headache whole day. I hope I won't be ill on Monday. I really don't know how I could explain Anžik that I'm not able to go to school let alone speak French about movies and music.

I've been also thinking about my voyage to the France next year. Our school is in contact with french gymnasium which is situated near Lyon. It will be our "home" for whole month in September. I'm looking forward to it, you know, I'm excited to be somewhere abroad for a longer time than week or two as I usualy was for some exchange programmes or holidays. Beyond, we will go to school there - normal lessons but in French. I hope I will understand at least something.

On the other hand I'm quite afraid of it all. I have never been in foreign country for so long time without anyone adult who could help me/us if it is necessary. Secondly, I don't know what we will do there at weekends or in our spare time. I'm also wondering if I have some connection with my family and friends here while I will be there. I mean any accesible computer with Internet to tell my family and friends via ICQ, MSN or E-mail how I'm doing. I mustn't forget about my blog!!! It would be fun to write some kind of diary monitoring "mon séjour" in Lyon.

Eh, I hope it will be good anyway and we will enjoy it in the best way we could. Nevertheless, it's the best opportunity how to improve my French. Stay with people who speak only French! Whole month! The price... well, it's quite espensive but still it's not so bad ( -> €760 for month of studying + board and housing - and air-ticket costs 9,000 crowns plus "some" pocket money.) I wrote "some" beacuse it will be sum for whole month. Ouch, it will be expensive. :/

If I had some saved money I could add them but even though I have something it's not much. I hope my financial situation will get better soon because on Moday I will give some boy extra classes of English. It will be my first teaching ever so I'm a little bit afraid. That kid is from 4th class of basic school. He has been learning English only for one year now. His mother told me that he needs to go through all basics of English. I guess, she meant numbers, conjugations of verbs and some more quite easy stuff. She also told me if I was able to give him extra classes through summer holidays and then through whole school year she would be very pleased. Well, I will be too :D I'm in terribly need of money :X

I guess it's time to end. (respect for those who get in reading up until now) Sarah McLachlan's CD Afterglow is playing the sixth time in the row now and I'm still not fed up with it. Even my mom told me today that it's beautiful music to listen. I know, mom, I know. ;)

Show must go on

Oh, my ears! I can't hear anything. As I said/wrote I was on punkrock concert - yes I am so sober that I can write and think about what happened.

First of all I thought that whole gig starts at 7pm so I left home at 7:15 to not wait too long before it really starts. Everytime I went to El-Diablo, even though the beginnings of parties/concerts are announced for 7pm, they usualy start half an hour later (sometimes much more later). So, I was passing by some boards where I saw posters about this concert saying the time of beginning at 8pm. I had around 40 minutes to go back home or walk in the city!!! Actually, I was sitting on the bench on seafront and waited some time. I really like to observe people if they think that no one see them. On the opposite side of the river I saw some guy who tried to talk with swans! I suppose he was pretty drunk but for me it was fun to watch him! :D

Unfortunately whole concert was quite boring. I met some friends who I haven't seen for ages and also some people who I didn't want to see anymore. Especially some of them who are not from Hradec and I naively thought I will never see them again. I was nice to them whole concert even though they were saying very unlovely words to me :X I can't understand those people anyway...

First two bands - Zarvidvere and Zpraku! - were incredibly boring! Zpraku! plays good music but I don't know any of their songs and lyrics so it was just wasting of my time. Then, when my favourite R.A.F had started to play I had to go home. :/ Never mind, because I have seen them live many times before.

I also bought R.A.F's CD "Budem a nebudem". I'm listening to it right now. Classic czech punkrock with smart lyrics! Gosh, I like how it sounds! Another thing, but not so fine, is that I lost my badge which says "SHIT HAPPENS". :( I assume I lost it but I have little faith I will find it somewhere soon.

I think it's time to go to bed. Till next post (I will probably post some photos from this gig)

Normal day in school

So, I have at least one regular reader -> thanks Jeff to read this and leave soo long comment ;P I'm wondering how you found my blog, though.

Today was quite normal day. It was again one normal Friday with timetable as usual. I had ECDL testing again, thanks God the last one. If I do this I will get certificate. Though, I left school after the second lesson I had to come back to practice for our french presentation. We are going to speak about France and everything around french culture. I should learn my part about french music and movies very properly.

Tonight I'm going to the punkrock concert. My favourite band R.A.F is playing. I hope they will be great as they always are.
P.S: Especially for Jeff: Do you remember how I made a photo of you in my sunglasses? Here it is:

Jeff trying to look cool in MY sunglasses. :D

"Small" questionnaire...

Originally I found this on Jeff's blog and I think it's good thing which can tell you something about person who answered it. Be nice, it took me about an hour to think about everything I could write down:

THIRTEEN Random Things I like:
1. Coffee
2. Going out alone where no one knows me
3. Singing along with my CD player (very looooud!)
4. Watching horrors in the night
5. Sitting on the shore of the river and listen to the sounds (too much romantic? trust me, this is what I really do)
6. English bookshop in Prague called Anagram
7. My cool sunglasses
8. To suck tea with a straw
9. Watching cartoons from my childhood - Gummibears, Ninja Turtles, Chip & Dale, Ducktales, Talespin...
10. Caressing with my small doggie Angie
11. Sitting in the window and listen to the music
12. Writing some poems or little stories which no one will read
13. Study English, write English and speak English (I should put this first!)

TWELVE Movies That All My Friends Should Watch At Least Twice:
1. Forrest Gump
2. The Green Mile
3. Eurotrip
4. Boys Don't Cry
5. Edward Scissorhands
6. Mary Poppins - best musical ever! ;)
7. Liar, Liar
8. The Rock
9. The City of Angels
10. Stargate
11. Girls, Interrupted!
12. 10 Things I Hate About You

ELEVEN Random Thoughts:
1. "I wonder when I swallow this toothpick?"
2. "What I've forgot to do today?"
3. "three, two, one....smiiiiiile!"
4. "I wish I had money to go anywhere in the world"
5. "Am I in love or not?"
6. "I hope someone will read this whole list"
7. "Help! My grandma is coming!"
8. "Just one month to holidays"
9. "Sometimes I should be quiet and don't speak at all"
10. "Why me?"
11. "I need to get some cigarette"

TEN Random Things about Me:
1. I'm coffee junkie.
2. I used to play piano and I'm still wondering why I stopped it.
3. I wore glasses when I was smaller.
4. I have pollen allergy.
5. I have never travelled by plane.
6. Since 3th grade I have been having problems with math.
7. I can remember every bullshit you told me.
8. I easily fall in love with wrong boys.
9. I am loner and actually I like it.
10. I used to sing in school choir.

NINE Ways to Win My Heart:
1. Never betray me
2. Just be yourself
3. Smile at me the way which makes me feel warm inside
4. Have eyes which tell me everything without saying any words
5. Make me feel that I'm special for you
6. Be able to answer my phone calls any time of the day
7. Be patient
8. Be able to spend whole day talking with me about the most stupid things
9. Be honest

EIGHT Things I Want to Do before I Die:
1. Become journalist or writer
2. Visit Canada, New Zealand, Australia, US, Norway and Finland
3. Speak English and French fluently without any problems
4. See all wonders of the world
5. Learn how to play piano, guitar and saxophone
6. Write book or something
7. Sing in front of hord of people
8. Be at the one moment in two places

SEVEN Ways to Annoy Me:
1. Lie to me
2. Betray me
3. Try to tell me what to do and what to do not = rule my life
4. Say how techno is the best type of music in the world
5. Talk about something disgusting in front of me
6. Say sh*ts about the topic you don't know nothing about and I do
7. Call me an idiot if I don't know what is most fashionable brand right now

SIX Things I Believe in:
1. I believe in life in outer space
2. I believe that some things are just meant to be and I can't do anything with it
3. I believe I'm not so bad how people say/think
4. I believe that every good thing you do to help someone is repayed by something bad
5. I believe that people don't see results of their acts
6. I believe I can fly, I believe I can touch the sky :P

FIVE Things I am Afraid of:
1. People
2. Lifts/Elevators
3. Being burried alive
4. Saying/Doing something wrong
5. Forgetting about something really important

FOUR of My Favourite Items in My Room:
1. My bed
2. My bookshelf and books in it
3. My noticeboard
4. My computer

THREE Things I Do Everyday:
1. Listen to music - everywhere, everytime
2. Check my e-mail, MySpace, blog and ofcourse Jeff's blog :P
3. Sleep in the afternoon for an hour or two

TWO Things I Want to Do Right Now:
1. Go somewhere out
2. Eat something

ONE Person I Want to See Right Now:
I have someone on my mind ;)

Here I am, back again...

Well, I really don't know how to start. It's been a while I posted something last time - maybe half a year? Something like that. I remember it was the time when my life was really interested in Good Charlotte music. Nowadays, I know this music kind of sucks. But I like it, though. For those who accidentally got on this site or some of you who really wanted to get here : I don't want you to be disappointed but stories from my ordinary life aren't very interesting! I should say they are boring. So, if you read it anyway, enjoy it!

btw: sorry for my grammar or spelling mistakes :P